I have been listening to the new Brand New album alot lately. You should go listen it's called The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me.
In the song Limousine He says "Well I Love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply... 'cuz I can dish it out but I can't take it." I was talking to someone recently and just as I get close to not thinking about them all the time or that I care for them so much. They say something (I don't think was meant to be hurtful) to me and I feel instantaneous pain... like being stabbed right in the heart - I later thought about it and was amazed how much emotional pain can actually feel physically painful. I actually had to walk away 'cuz I was breathing shallowly and couldn't stand to have her see my full distress - ofcourse the first thing I do is fire right back - I'm truly sorry for that btw - Pride... has done almost no good for me in my life FUCK. Anyways I realized I can be hurtful without even knowing it; and if I ever made you feel like I described then I deserved it... I probably did deserve it I can be a real asshole... kinda selfish too. I'm sorry; I would never wish you any harm, I'm actually quite fond of you. phew now that that's out I don't think I really want to think about it ever again. back to Brand New...
"Do you believe your missing out? that everything good is happening somewhere else. But with nobody in your bed... the night's hard to get through.
And I will Die all Alone."
Fuck that is beautiful and I Believe it could have come from my lips. Well that's already running quite long. GO LISTEN TO THIS ALBUM RIGHT NOW!
Namaste
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