My relationship with Boston Pizza...

So I've noticed lately that I'm pushing the limits at work moreso by the day. I've thrown a lemon at the wall, walked away from my manager when she was telling me to do something. I'm not going to list them all but you get the idea. So earlier today I was pondering while cooking a delicious steak and noticed that I'm treating my job at boston pizza much like a relationship with a girl that you've kindov lost respect for but can't pony up and actually do anything about it. So I treat hit shittier by the day like a true asshole and even tell her to her face I wanna see other restaurants. But she doesn't want to lose me so she puts up with it which really just makes me respect her less. Maybe I'll just never call her again... only time will tell.